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Broken Wheels
Maybe in my next life I will be able to afford good brushes and fine canvas to paint my works of art with. Maybe I'll have a fine easel and a window with plants where I sit in a comfortable chair and...
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Different day, different place
This is the house of schizophrenia where nothing is ever the same for any period of time, well except the food. The food always sucks. It started last night with a couple across the hall getting into a...
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Earth's warrior
He stood naked in front of the Gods and bellowed, “I wish to be born again! I choose to go back to earth and live another life remembering my previous life and understanding what happens when our time...
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I used to have angels
I used to have these angels that I could send to people's homes and they would protect them. They loved to hang out watching over my loved ones smoking Lucky Strike shorts and drinking diet Pepsi’s....
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We were left here alone
The one nurses aid that has always been very good to me came up to Kat and I today and ask for gas money. The difference between knowing that someone is willing to jeopardize their job for gas money or...
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As time rambles along
In my arm there is a garden hose. It rolls around like a race track. They take their shovels and they push down on it till we hear the pop and then the gush push gush push push gush and the blood is in...
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Walk with me
My roommate and I were talking and he said that he couldn't wait to get out and get a couple blunts, a fifth of Canadian Mist and a pack of cigarettes and sit around all day and blaze. I said, “get...
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No one works anymore
A strange thing happens over a period of time living this way. You lose track of time and structure and schedule. You have to struggle sometimes to remember the day of the week and you really don't...
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Collecting good stuff
You know I have always wanted to have the time where I could just sit and record music. All styles and genres. To have a large library of music at my disposal on the computer and thanks to YouTube and...
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The Great Escape Step oNe
Number One: Get as many people as possible looking for place for you to live. Just get them all involved. Make them all feel like they are doing a better job than the rest. You cannot rely on just one...
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Different Worlds
The last time I went to this doctors office that I have an appointment at today was when the doctor very somberly told me I would never walk again. Being able to stand doesn't mean I can walk....
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Waiting
There is nothing I hate worse than waiting. I have very little patience in general and when it comes to being forced to wait well, it just eats at me like a festering wound. I am being forced to wait....
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God as an intelligent being
Science is now admitting that we are in fact being observed by an intelligent race, or species, another planet or maybe even more than one. Is this what we choose to call God? Is God still responsible...
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I'm coughing up memories
I'm coughing up memories. Clearing my throat of all of the grand ideas that I once had. Shaking my head, Scratching my shoulders and knocking the flakes of ambiguous bullshit off onto the lava floor. A...
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The battle lost me
My God what is happening? Is there a God? Of course not. No God would let what is happening, well happen. I dwell in a place where your door can be opened by a blind traveler who is lost, a lost...
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Chocolate in heaven
When does the time come that you call to talk to your mother and she doesn't answer the phone and you panic and start calling everyone in the family to find out if they have talked to her and Jacob...
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Movement
It's Saturday morning and time for me to post my random selections of music on facebook while I while away the hours in this prison. It's Sunday evening. I took a nap and lost a whole fucking day...
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My Adventures with Annie Cosmic
Further Adventures with Annie CosmicChapter One Annie and I opted to sleep in.As I was laying there holding her I started to think about how my family, my earthly family, we never held value to any...
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Waiting
I stare at your name on my texting listThere are no texts from you.I erased all the previousThey were too painful to read.I wait and wonder how long it will bethat I hear from you again.Been a while,...
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The time of leaving
In five days I will be leaving the gulag and moving into my one bedroom apartment. What a strange and wonderful joy I feel and also a terror that is beyond anything that I have ever felt in my life....
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