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The main course
Knowledge and information is everywhere. The world has become a melting pot of information and knowledge. We have access to every bit of truth or lies that is available and yet we are acting upon...
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The mind is playing tricks on itself
Things have changed. If fact so much has denatured that nothing looks familiar anymore. Absolutely nothing. Everything is taken for granted or completely ignored. Nothing is worth our attention...
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When did I stop being a child?
Why did we stop being children? Why did we stop being innocent? As a child I may hurt sometimes but it would only take a second and I would be laughing and playing again. Why did we stop playing? As a...
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Serenade the beasts
I sat in my doorway, Room B 33 for the last time looking up one hall and down the same hall watching the world unfold for another fun filled day at Heartland of Victorian Village. You find out very...
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mom
mom As my mother grows older she has let her hair grow out and long for a couple reasons; mostly because she can't get to the salon as much. My mother will be eighty this summer. My mother looks like...
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And then...
Serenading the beastsI saw a quote from the new book, “The afterlife of Billy Fingers” which said, “Imagine yourself with no limitations only potential”. I thought about this and I think there have...
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Hello 911... Yea it's me calling again
Hello 911, yea it's me againUm I'm not sure how many days have gone by since I broke my hip. I think last Thursday was when it happened so it's been eight days. I did my stint in Mt. Carmel West...
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Everybody starts to swing
Started remembering a day that I decided to take the day off from work and to drive to Lima to visit my brother and his wife who were moving into their first apartment in Lima. This was before either...
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The angels and a new consciousnes
t's been a busy day with the angels. They have all been working overtime to keep an eye on me, to keep me safe. Its a full time job. The biggest part of the job is keeping me positive and happy and...
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They can walk through glass doors
I watched him from my wheelchair walk up to the glass doors. He hesitated as if he knew that the electronic doors would not recognize him as being in front of them and wouldn't open. Soon the doors...
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New goals for a new life
New goals for a new life 1. Don't forget the beautiful things that have happened during this beautiful life and what beautiful things are still in the mix. For a brief moment in time, about five years...
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My life is a progression of...
My life My life is loneliness, or is that called solitude? My life Is taking handfuls of prescription drugs. Is this just a new form of drug addiction for me? My life is continuous pain. Continuous...
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Leave it to dad
Leave it to dad. He up and dies instead of sticking around long enough to accept responsibility for his part in contributing to the complete destruction of this family. Good old dad He always knew...
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Acceptance
I think anyone who knew me as a loved one, dear fiend or family member seriously wondered how it was that was aloud to be let free to run among the so called normal folk. I know for me there were times...
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Another day
I woke up today with a completely different outlook on life. I felt positive and happy and content with my circumstances. I have no idea what brought on this change of emotions but I think it has a lot...
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awakening
I keep thinking about how I went through an operation at Lima Memorial to remove MRSA from my spine and the doctor screwed it up and left me handicapped not able to walk and I was out of my mind and...
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Rooftop
When I walked in the place I knew that a new chapter was about to be written. I saddled up to the bar and sad down next to a young vivacious woman was by herself. I said hi and she said hi back. It had...
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NEXT
Nathan, Chuckles and Thad came over to visit and brought me Taco Bell. Nathan gathered some of my things from the make believe apartment together and brought them over to me. It was nice to see these...
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Perfect
For some this would seem like a perfect scenario. I have all the time in the world. A room where I can keep my guitar, art supplies, computer and other creative things. My dear deranged father...
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Alternative
I woke up and my insides we on fire. I was immediately sick to my stomach and couldn't get up fast enough to get to someplace to vomit. Lanna's naked body was wrapped around my naked body and we were...
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